We knew the time was coming, the hospital had been great mum had spent most of the day with you on the thursday, they where getting ready to move you to rest bite on the friday, mum said goodbye to you thursday night and said she you tomorrow as she was gonna come with you to the restbite place,but on the friday morning you'd taken a turn for the worst when mum got to you, you wasnt really there any more doctors said you could still hear what was going on around you.I was at work mum had called Nikki and Ian to get to hospital they all agreed to call me and leanne to get us up to see you.Mum called my mobile at work i answered it and could tell in her voice there was something wrong i collasped to the grown and my boss had to talk to mum.I managed to get home where Steve was waiting and we met leanne up the road she had Codi with her.We got to the hospital where everyone was, we could only have three of us around your bed so mum came in with me and leanne, You just laid on the bed with the oxygen mask on your face your eyes where all glazed over and i knew you wasnt there anymore but had to come and see you and say good bye, I gave you a kiss and cuddle and held your hand for a while.Mum didnt want us to stay all night so she sent us home and leanne and codi went to stay at nans and me and steve came home.Then at 4am saturday 11th september my phone rang and i knew you was gone, i sat on the bed crying didnt know what to do.I couldn't believe you where gone and that we lost you excatly a week after steves nan it hit me hard but i knew you weren't suffering anymore and you where in the right place now.The hospital didnt relise you for 2weeks as they had to do an ortopsy to find out what caused your cancer, once they relised you mum.nikki and ian organised your funeral, thye used the co operation in burnt oak they were fantastic with you, once you where there they dressed you in you favourate clothes and jacket and laid you in your coffen we all came to see you,mum,me and leanne all came intogether i was very tearful, leanne was amused by how you looked, you just looked like you where sleeping and where at peace.A few days went past i found it hard to deal with and the morning of your funeral i wanted the funeral people to put some white flowers with you, when i got there they said i could see you again if i wanted to which i did i needed to say good bye one more time and give you a kiss, when i walked in the room you just laid there, i laid the flower across your leg and cried as i turnt round to get a tissues your eye opened it scared me at first, but i knew you was there with me and i think it was a sign you telling me you were ok, i left you in the room told theman bout your eye and he told me he would make sure it was closed before your door was closed.Then i went home to get changed the next time i saw you was a the cemmertry, i broke my heart watching you in there.You had alovely send off family and friends where there and i knew you would find your friends up there and start all over again.I hope you and may have forund one another to and are looking after each other xxxxx I wish one day i will get to see you again. I love and miss you loads grandads xxxxxxRIP xxxxxxxxxxxx